I hope its getting better..This was actually a pretty rough week. I bought these charcoal pencils, then didn't have anything to sharpen em with. So half way through I had to switch back to the blue colerase. I felt like nothing was going right this week. I didn't get one I really like till the last one. The 30 min pose in the top left. Anyways, its all a process. I will be back there on Thursday, maybe that will be my break through day!